[Me jumping into the pool!!]

heeyyy y'all. It's late, so i might keep this blog entry short. it is about the person i admire most. Which happens to be Ben. Who happens to be annakahs ex. But he's awesome. He's canadian, eh(only born there. no accent. Dangg), and he has brown hair, and blue eyes, and is really really tall. I think i only come up to his shoulder. It's just shameful. He's very pretty. Theres really no other way to word it. Handsom sounds too much like i have a crush on him, but he is. He's the nicest person i know, and would never hurt anyone knowing it would cause them pain, and if he would he would do so unhappily. he's very polite, and when he says something mean always apologises. He's 16 and his birthday is in... some month recently. May annakah tells me..He loves the beatles. i think his best friends name is Mike. Thought not sure. He has 2 middle names that i wont share. I love him like a brother, and i really really hope i said nothing wrongfully in here, and if i did please correct me. Ben or Mrs.Markham. I havent been talking to him latly, and that upsets me massivly. I'm kinda let down by it. I havent talked to him in probably at least a month. it sucks. Okay, i'm sleepy. But i'll give you a rundown of my day anyways. We had a guy over to swim. His name is rhyle. He was amazingly gorgeous, and i forgot my name. I'm NOT giving y'all the full story on that though i'm sure annakah will. :( daang. I'm humiliated. But he left at 5:20 ish and we went to youth group where they had like a free day sorta, and just played lacross(turns out i love it!!) and then a game called defendor. thats how they said it. Defendor. haha. But that was fun. Then went to the youth pastors house for a bar-b-q. forgive me for not knowing how to spell that out. oops. haha. Okay, i'll blog tomorrow about the next person. Love y'all. Hopefully you're all sleeping unlike the unhappy me!