As I enjoy my coffee in my 'enjoy the journey' mug I got with the kids at Target, I am at peace. A full night's sleep in a big clean house up this hillside hundreds of miles inland from the sailboat OZ. Morning light washes over me around the foot of the hills as I lie in bed and awaken to another day in paradise. To find myself here in this blessed life, as imperfect as it is, yet so blessed overall, I don't think I deserve it when so many others suffer so much more. But for the suffering of my mind, which I am ever working to quench, there is very little actual suffering, thankfully, leaving an excess of love.